Am I Loving It Yet? Yes, I’m loving it now

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Yes, I am loving this new life style!

But there is one part of myself that questions if this isn’t a selfishness on my part.  I’m not contributing anything but my thoughts to anyone and my thoughts aren’t worth much, even to me.  The freedom to do or not to do anything at all may just make me a lazy person.  What can I do to make better thoughts to share?  My daily activities are mundane, not much to share about so I have to think my thoughts and try to put them in words that mean something or express how this old woman perceives the world around her.

I once expressed to my husband (long ago )that I would like to spend some time sitting under a tree on a mountain all alone to think my thoughts. He found it hurtful to not be included under that tree.  Maybe that is what I have found here, though not alone, here I can be alone, and I can sit under a tree on a mountain if I so chose.

This is a perfect situation for me until it is not and then I’ll leave.

So far I have no desire to leave, is that because I have no place to go?

One thought on “Am I Loving It Yet? Yes, I’m loving it now

  1. I don’t think k you’re being selfish, sharing your thoughts may help someone else decide this. Is for the., or just get out of a rut.
    I admire you so much for taking this leap of faith, faith in yourself, I have always wanted to go further in my dreams and experiences.
    Go for it girl!!!!
    Do it for all of us broads who didn’t have the guts.
    Love you kid.

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